i feel gross

I feel gross. I feel icky. I feel like I want to puke.

I think I'm getting a sinus infection. I'm very headachy and nauseous. And if I close my eyes, the room spins.

I'm also have problems with regularity, if you get my drift. But those are common. Irritable Bowel Syndrome is the bane of mine (and the rest of my families, I think) existence. We were so stressed out over Carl's financial situation that I've been having problems.

On that front, Carl's in school with everything paid for. Now we just have to reject his Student Loan that was in excess of $2000. We don't need to take out that much loan if its not needed, especially since its unsubsidized. I need to look up how much we're going to be in debt when we get out, cuz I know its going to be close to $20,000 if he takes another 2-2 1/2 years.

That scares me, quite frankly. We are pooooor. I don't see us getting any richer anytime soon. I'm trying this Etsy thing, and I'm going to cross my fingers that it works. I'd love to make some serious dough and be able to stay home after I graduate. Mainly because I'd like to have a wee one shortly after I graduate.

I'm trying to research a paper that I am unsure of the due date on, I know its either tomorrow (I hope not!), Thursday, or next Tuesday. I'm thinking it's next Tuesday, because the date of the 27th seems to stick out to me. Let's cross our fingers. It's supposed to be the history of "The Desert Fathers" and I have no idea how to find this history. Oh well, I'll prevail. :)

Alright, research then bed.